Ariana Madix

Like, you say things like that in those moments.

You're not like... Of course.

I'm not calm about it.

You know, I was freaking the fuck out.

And he was very concerned about people hearing us.

Because obviously we know a lot of people in West Hollywood.

We know a lot of people at all the different bars.

And we were in the back of all these bars.

And he was very...

Concerned about people finding out.

And I was like, I don't care.

Why would I care?

Who am I protecting by doing that?

So in the car, we were... So I called Rachel.

Okay.

during all of this, after I got my phone back on San Vicente, I called her and that's when I was like, if you ever gave a shit about any woman ever, about me as your friend, about literally anything, you need to tell me like when this started, whatever, like tell me.

I was hysterical.

And she said that's when she said the part about like after the girls trip.

And I was like, you mean when my dog died, like when Charlotte passed away is what the girls trip was like the fact that that is not even on your radar at all in describing this.

And that's when Sheena came up and that's when Sheena took her phone and then said, I'm going to call you from my phone.