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don't try bullshit bullshit i was like unfortunately for you i am so like you i know every single trick up your sleeve i know all the language i know the provado i know the man behind the mask because i am that same man behind that mask kind of thing and it was it was good for our relationship like he he's never had anybody in his life i don't believe speak to him like that and it was like it was aggressive from my front and he's

he's a guy that probably doesn't take bad off like that.

Yeah, and it was anger for my brother and him being confused and where is he and like...

It just filled me with rage.

And so that was one of the first times that veal had kind of been pulled.

And then that started to unwrap this.

And I still idolise him.

It's still something that sometimes I find myself doing by accident.

Sometimes I do it on purpose because he has so many great qualities.

And I know some people might watch this and have an opinion of his character and...

I don't want it to seem like he is just this awful bad person because he's not he loves his kids and he's done so much for me and he's always supported my career even in tunes where I'm slagging him off he's the first person to share it on Facebook and he knows it's my story to tell like he's not like when you can't say this or like he's not you know what I'm saying so I just want to put that out there okay that's fair but um

Yeah, it started to unveil this kind of pedestal and revealed more to me about myself than him, if anything.

And you made this realization when?

I think it slowly happened over time.

So we have that moment.

That wasn't the start, but that's a key moment I remember for the first time, like standing up against him.

I remember my mom being proud of me as well and texting me saying, well done.

Literally, it's wild.

And I had felt a change.

in how I would be absorbed by those stories before.