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So I had it in me before I'd met him, but I still believe it comes from him.

And then the extra bits that I added on top by trying to emulate him.

Do you know what I mean?

Yeah, it's a show.

And don't get... It's not a million miles away from me.

Exaggerated, yeah, 100%.

That's like the version of show business I always remember growing up was that you put on...

a show do you know what i mean like same like i'll use robbie williams as an example like amazing performer like he doesn't walk around in his day-to-day life like i am robbie williams this is my ass that would be super strange you know what i'm saying like right right that'd be crazy yeah that would be wild so obviously it's it's an exaggerated art form that i eventually for better or for worse i started

buying into I was buying what I was selling at some point and I don't want him to be hurt by this because he knows I love him dearly and our relationship is now changing where the playing field there was a couple moments where the playing field became level and one of the times was like a father's day

He was supposed to have come down and I'm with my partner and her sisters and her dad's come.

And there's been three times that he was meant to come and meet my partner's dad.

And for whatever reasons, he's got himself into a pickle and not come.

And this had happened again this time on Father's Day.

Father's Day is a tough day for him because he lost his dad when he was 15 and then was homeless after that.

And so I'm aware of that.

We now have a rule where it's like, let's just leave Father's Day because it's set up for failure a little bit.

But that was one of the first times I proper, I had a go at him.

And I was like, you're just, I was like, you're a fucking liar.

Like, just own it.

Just say you went out and got pissed or like, don't like,