Ashley
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But that's the thing.
He treated me so well.
So... I guess one of the main things is, like, we struggled, like, with intimacy.
And it was definitely more, like... What does that mean?
Yeah, it was just, like, it was boring, and it was just, for me, it was more like a chore, and I just, like, didn't like it anymore, but I know that he didn't feel that way, and that just created, like, a disconnect between us.
And that's the thing that I can't figure out because, I mean, he was all about that.
I just like was not, I don't know.
I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
But then it's like I meet someone else and it's like I had no issues.
You mean the one that I left my fiance for?
Um, I wasn't necessarily bored with him.
I, he was just like a little bit, I mean, he was emotionally and mentally abusive and controlling and manipulative.
And it just like got to the point where.
That drew me to like him.
I don't know.