Bek Condello

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702 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 24 Jun

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And I was like, okay, I think like, so I just kind of went all in.

I didn't know who I was.

So if you don't know who you are, how do you even know what you want out of a marriage or a relationship?

Or I had no sense of self or identity.

My parents had made sure of that.

The cult had made sure of that.

And unfortunately what I thought was like my freedom was going into just another form of like exactly everything I'd grown up with.

I worked out that we hung out seven weekends in total before we got married.

Like never slept together, never spent any.

And never just had like any like intimate time together or just even just hanging out in a house together.

It was like he lived in another state.

I lived in my state.

He could only come up every six weeks.

One whole day of that would be church on Sunday.

He'd come up on the Friday night.

We'd have youth group on Saturday night.

And then suddenly after seven times of hanging out, we were married.

And so for the most part, I married him willingly, I guess, but I didn't know who I was marrying.

I didn't know what I wanted.

I mean, he's not, he wasn't, he was very like emotionally devoid.

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