Bek Condello

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702 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 24 Jun

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It felt impenetrable.

Like it was painful.

It just felt like it wouldn't go in.

So I immediately start feeling really anxious because it's like, oh, this is my worst fear confirmed.

Like I can't have sex.

And I'm supposed to have sex at my wedding night.

I can't do it.

Can't also talk to anyone about it.

I don't have a doctor or a psychologist that I can go to and talk about this.

I don't even know what this is.

Google wasn't really a thing back then.

So it's just like I'm the only person in the world that has this.

First, you know, maybe a few months, my ex was really like, you know, let's work on this together.

Like, we'll figure it out.

But then over time, I think as other areas of our marriage started to kind of sour, that really became a cause of contention.

And obviously then when your marriage isn't great, you don't really feel like having sex either.

So I think had it been a more loving, nurturing relationship, I think we possibly could have got to a point where I would have been able to have sex.

And so this went on for 10 years of our marriage, the entire 10 years of our marriage that we couldn't have sex.

And I ended up resenting my own body.

I was told you need to fix yourself.

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