Bek Condello
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702 appearances
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first heard Jun 2026
last heard 24 Jun
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Like I just constantly felt this pressure and felt pressured into doing other things to sexually, you know, pleasure him.
Yes.
Which brought me no pleasure.
Yes.
And then it wasn't till I actually left him that I went to therapy and I went and saw a gynecologist and found out I had vaginismus, which a lot of women who've experienced sexual assaults or traumatic births, you know, often get.
And thankfully.
If someone had just spoken to you about it.
Yes.
And to be fair, I can't put all the blame on him either.
I mean, I think he only knew what he knew as well.
I definitely think he could have handled it a million times better.
I don't think I was ever asked how I felt about it or how ashamed or embarrassed or resentful I felt of my own body that it was just like I just couldn't get my body to work.
Like I was like, I'm broken.
And, again, thinking that I'm the only person in the world that has this thing and there's something wrong with me.
And then I think for a while I think maybe he thought that I was like a lesbian.
I think then I was very confused about my sexuality as well because then sometimes I would watch porn by myself and I'd maybe sometimes like lean towards lesbian porn because I was just like I was so confused.
Totally.
Yeah, I think if I talked to some of my girlfriends, they'd be like, oh, yeah, I've also experienced that.
Oh, my friend had that.
But I didn't have any.
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