Bek Condello

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You’re Gonna Want To Hear This · Robbed Of Her Childhood: Bek Condello On Escaping A Cult · 24 Jun 2026 podcast

I was in this little bubble and there was not a soul I could have spoken to about it.

And so I just felt so much shame and resentment towards my own body.

Which then I guess like when I finally left him, I kind of went down another trajectory of like I think over-exploring my sexuality.

No, that's the time.

I definitely made sure I made up all this time.

But I think it also led me to some really like unfortunate sexual experiences because I think then all of a sudden I learnt that I felt like a lot of my worth came from my body and what I could do.

I was like, oh, now I can finally have sex.

Now people are going to want me.

And then I think I use that in another way to then get people to love me.

Yeah.

I turned 30.

Really?

And I mean, I had been so unhappy for years, but I think I hadn't had this real catalyst.

Like we'd left the cult when I was 27 and that had been really traumatic and he had not supported me.

He had kind of ultimately created the scenario in which I ended up leaving first.

And it was a situation that he had created and then kind of dumped me in it and left, you know, stayed in the church for another six months after that.

And so that had kind of been that sort of final betrayal for me that I felt like that bridge could never be crossed again.

And he could never accept what he'd done and that he'd created this scenario that I just felt so ultimately betrayed and abandoned by him.

So then five years later after we'd left, so I was 27 and then...

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