Bella Hull

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815 appearances 2 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 2 Jul

Bella Hull’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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Walking The Dog with Emily Dean · Bella Hull (Part Two) · 2 Jul 2026 podcast

Yeah.

Which I think is a coping mechanism.

And then

after the fringe I got an interview.

and I had so many crystals in my pocket for good luck that I remember thinking like they're gonna think I'm a f like I won't be able to sit down but I just like I was in a really sort of superstitious like time in my life where I just had gotten really attached to all of these crystals and I had felt that they were the reason that fringe had gone well and I arrived in the interview and um

That kind of went fine, I think.

And then again I didn't hear anything for a few months and forgot about it and

you know, was I think it's sort of one of the things that I uh one of my coping mechanisms is I'm quite a n under preparer and I also am quite forgetful about stuff that is stressful.

I'll just kind of I'll wi I'll kind of wipe it from my memory.

And then I got a phone call from John O, who's a head writer, um, asking me if if I wanted to do it and

I mean it was yeah.

And then everything sort of changed and it became very

I I'd just sort of had a fringe that had gone well and I'd had like two fringes that sort of ha I'd been quite disappointed with.

So everything sort of suddenly started to feel like it was changing and it was quite overwhelming actually because I think I

I feel like I kind of got it's almost one of those things that you wait for a bus and then three come at once.

And I think for a long time after my third Edinburgh show went well, I felt very like

waiting for the other shoe to drop and every opportunity I got off the back of it I thought this is actually what this is is a complex system to prove that I'm actually a massive failure and I just I they're just waiting for there is some kind of like malevolent sceptical force in the universe that's giving me opportunity after opportunity and it's like okay you got away with that one but you won't get away with this one and then you definitely won't get away with this one and like

I'm trying really hard to get that voice to like go away and I I kind of don't know if ever will.

And also in a way I'm quite kind of grateful for that voice because it does make me work quite hard because I'm so fearful of like And you can learn little ways.

Yeah, that's so nice.

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