Big E
speaker
1,805 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 25 Jun
Big E’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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It's like you, wherever I go, but I'm still in this vessel.
I'm still trapped in my mind.
This is still who I, it doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter how much money I make.
It doesn't matter how many things I do in my career, how much I travel, all these things that are additive and bring my life more purpose,
But I'm still, until I fix me, until I address the things that I've been running from for so long, until I stop trying to shove those childhood wounds inside some closet and forget them, like, until I empty that out, until I actually face it head on,
I'm still going to have to be me.
I'm still going to have to fight my mind.
So yeah, man, it took me a very long time to understand that those trappings and all the other things you can do in life that are worth celebrating and I'm proud of, they don't erase who you are and how you feel about yourself, you know, ultimately.
For me, it's about being present.
In meditation, whether it's counting the breath, oftentimes you're encouraged when you're sitting in your chair.
And I might only, for the most part, I typically meditate just 10 minutes a day.
but you take your practice with you as well.
You learn to count your steps.
So it is just the practice of, it's, you know, as much as, you know, a lot of the damage done during childhood programs you, this is, it takes programming to unlearn that.
It takes a while.
And I think a lot of people who meditate frequently
for a day or two and they don't notice anything.
It's like, there's a lot to deprogram.
There's a lot, it takes a while.
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