Brandon Herrera

I'm in a position with how big I am that there's no amount of effort that I could put in on any given day to wake up tomorrow and not have to deal with this body.

That sucks, dude.

Even if I fasted

You know, like even if you deprived yourself of all food, I would still wake up tomorrow a 400 plus pound guy.

And I'd still have to deal with all the negative repercussions of being that size.

And then when you're, I don't know, I think a lot of big people deal with the food addiction, whether they've accepted it or not.

So when you deal with that constantly too, it sucks so much worse when you realize that the diet and the calorie deficit is literally like 90% of weight loss.

I've met a lot of people... I didn't grow up on soda, and I never... Yeah, this is probably the eighth drink I've ever had, and this is probably the strongest one I've ever had.

Yeah, and do you know the crazy thing, dude?

I was 660 pounds of my heaviest and I was never diabetic.

That's wild to me.

Like, even to think about that, that's freaking nuts.

Pre-diabetic at my worst.

I thought you were going to go the fat man camp route.

I don't really care that much, man.

My main goal is to just be able to see what a normal life is like.

Because I've never had that.

I was 200 pounds by the age of nine.

So I've been tall and super fat my whole life, and I've never known what it's like to be normal.

And that's pretty much what I'm aiming for.