Buff Bagwell
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to the amputation much earlier, probably.
If I would have been real healthy and eating good, I just, it was never going to, it wasn't going to make my leg bend, you know?
So with it not making my leg going to bend, I kept drinking and taking pills because I was trying to make me better mentally.
I was trying to throw a curve ball at that leg.
I was devastated that I was never going to be able to walk correct again, you know?
So I, I sedated myself and I was under sedation for 20 consecutive years.
There wasn't a day that didn't go by for 20 years that I wasn't some percent sedated.
Wow.
Yeah.
20 years.
Was it hard to break free from that?
Hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
Hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
Um,
I remember Dallas coming to me and saying, let's go to rehab.
And I was sitting, I said, Dallas, this is not going to work.
This is, I'm not being negative.
I'm just telling you.
And I go to tell him this story.
And he goes, I've heard it.