Cara Delevingne

Yeah, it is.

It is sad.

I definitely, I definitely now, like I wish I had given myself

I'd been more gentle with myself and I didn't have the tools to do that, but I wish I, you know, now when I look back at like photos of myself as a kid, I was like, oh, I didn't deserve, not that I didn't deserve to be treated like that.

I didn't deserve to then do what I did to myself because things can happen.

It's how you deal with them.

It's how you hold onto them.

No one deserves to, you know, be hurt or to be neglected in any way, shape or form, but

I didn't make it easier.

I made it a hell of a lot worse.

I just wanted to fix other people, but had no concept of receiving love.

So in any like relationship or anything, I'd be like, oh, that person's not doing well.

Oh, I can look after them.

And hopefully, you know, I wasn't able to save my mom, but I could save this person and that will hopefully wrong that right.

But then at some point,

someone would actually try and show me love.

And I would be like, oh no, that's not what we do here.

I look after you.

I'm still not even equipped to do that at that point.

But like, no, that's, and I would just run for the hills.