Carl Lentz

And I told you that.

Didn't know what to do about it, but I knew it was serious.

And I think there's like two parts of me.

One part of me was just like, I just want to go.

I just want to leave.

I don't want to be here.

I'm so embarrassed.

I'm humiliated.

My family is in this way because of me.

And

I was in a really, really bad way.

Which is hard. That was hard for you because your natural, your personality is to fight. It's to protect. It's to justify. It's to do all of that. So this was really a hard thing for you to do. I was okay because I'm like, I just wanted to hide. So you also said you were in trouble. You were in big, deep trouble. Can you explain that a little bit more?

Which is hard. That was hard for you because your natural, your personality is to fight. It's to protect. It's to justify. It's to do all of that. So this was really a hard thing for you to do. I was okay because I'm like, I just wanted to hide. So you also said you were in trouble. You were in big, deep trouble. Can you explain that a little bit more?

Which is hard. That was hard for you because your natural, your personality is to fight. It's to protect. It's to justify. It's to do all of that. So this was really a hard thing for you to do. I was okay because I'm like, I just wanted to hide. So you also said you were in trouble. You were in big, deep trouble. Can you explain that a little bit more?

Because for some people, they're probably like, what does that mean?

Because for some people, they're probably like, what does that mean?

Because for some people, they're probably like, what does that mean?

So for me, to be at that level of –

of fear was really dangerous.

And I think by the grace of God, we had some people step in and help us and point to a plan.