Cassie Ventura

Usually pretty similar. I would get knots in my forehead, busted lips, swollen lips, black eyes. The whites of my eyes would be red, bruises all over my body, just depending.

Usually pretty similar. I would get knots in my forehead, busted lips, swollen lips, black eyes. The whites of my eyes would be red, bruises all over my body, just depending.

If I wasn't smiling at him the way he wanted it, If I just looked a certain way that he didn't like, maybe I was a brat or something like he would let me know I need to fix my face or watch my mouth. That was like those were things that were said in the relationship quite often. Fix your face, watch your mouth or you got a slick mouth.

If I wasn't smiling at him the way he wanted it, If I just looked a certain way that he didn't like, maybe I was a brat or something like he would let me know I need to fix my face or watch my mouth. That was like those were things that were said in the relationship quite often. Fix your face, watch your mouth or you got a slick mouth.

Basically, entails the hiring of escorts. and setting up this experience that I could perform for Sean.

Basically, entails the hiring of escorts. and setting up this experience that I could perform for Sean.

The performance involved... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It just involved watching Sean being able to watch me with the other person and actually direct us on what we were doing sexually.

The performance involved... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It just involved watching Sean being able to watch me with the other person and actually direct us on what we were doing sexually.

Eventually, it became a job for me, pretty much, to where I knew if that is something that he wanted to do, I had the context to set it up and get a hotel room and all of that. But in the beginning, Sean set it up. He was in charge.

Eventually, it became a job for me, pretty much, to where I knew if that is something that he wanted to do, I had the context to set it up and get a hotel room and all of that. But in the beginning, Sean set it up. He was in charge.

That's a great question. I wanted to make him happy. I was in a really significantly mature relationship that I don't think I was prepared for. Now when I look back at it, but yeah, I loved him. I didn't want him to think that I thought anything bad of him for it. I just wanted to make him happy.

That's a great question. I wanted to make him happy. I was in a really significantly mature relationship that I don't think I was prepared for. Now when I look back at it, but yeah, I loved him. I didn't want him to think that I thought anything bad of him for it. I just wanted to make him happy.

I just felt like it was all I was good for him. I just felt pretty horrible about myself. I felt disgusting. I was humiliated. I didn't have those words to like put together at the time, like how horrible I really felt. And I didn't. I couldn't talk to anybody about it, so.

I just felt like it was all I was good for him. I just felt pretty horrible about myself. I felt disgusting. I was humiliated. I didn't have those words to like put together at the time, like how horrible I really felt. And I didn't. I couldn't talk to anybody about it, so.

Marijuana, ketamine, GHB... sometimes mushrooms, just whatever the drug of choice at that point.

Marijuana, ketamine, GHB... sometimes mushrooms, just whatever the drug of choice at that point.

I just felt so tired and achy and really dehydrated. And because you're up for so long, not really eating properly, Too much. I just, I just tried to drink as much water as I could, but staying up that long and taking that many drugs for that long, it's kind of, it is what it is.

I just felt so tired and achy and really dehydrated. And because you're up for so long, not really eating properly, Too much. I just, I just tried to drink as much water as I could, but staying up that long and taking that many drugs for that long, it's kind of, it is what it is.

Oh, emotionally? After freak-offs were just like empty. Especially if we didn't continue our schedules like Sean and I together. If I didn't stay with him or whatever, it just felt like, okay, I did my job and now I'm going about the rest of my life. Yeah, they're really empty. I definitely just felt gross. Same feelings over and over.

Oh, emotionally? After freak-offs were just like empty. Especially if we didn't continue our schedules like Sean and I together. If I didn't stay with him or whatever, it just felt like, okay, I did my job and now I'm going about the rest of my life. Yeah, they're really empty. I definitely just felt gross. Same feelings over and over.