Catherine Paiz

When the cameras were off, I wouldn't say that there was much of a change. I think if anything, at least I can speak for myself, I feel like I was pretending. You know what I mean? It's like, I feel like I was just so disconnected from myself. Not like everything around me, but like within myself, you know? And I was like... All of this happened so fast. I gave birth. We started a YouTube channel.

When the cameras were off, I wouldn't say that there was much of a change. I think if anything, at least I can speak for myself, I feel like I was pretending. You know what I mean? It's like, I feel like I was just so disconnected from myself. Not like everything around me, but like within myself, you know? And I was like... All of this happened so fast. I gave birth. We started a YouTube channel.

When the cameras were off, I wouldn't say that there was much of a change. I think if anything, at least I can speak for myself, I feel like I was pretending. You know what I mean? It's like, I feel like I was just so disconnected from myself. Not like everything around me, but like within myself, you know? And I was like... All of this happened so fast. I gave birth. We started a YouTube channel.

It grows overnight. I'm a new mother. I'm newly married. There's all these eyes on us. There's so many people that want things from us. It was just a lot of things. And so when the cameras were off, it was more like, I'm just going to sit here and breastfeed my baby. And just... Like scroll on my phone like I never went out. I never hung out with my friends.

It grows overnight. I'm a new mother. I'm newly married. There's all these eyes on us. There's so many people that want things from us. It was just a lot of things. And so when the cameras were off, it was more like, I'm just going to sit here and breastfeed my baby. And just... Like scroll on my phone like I never went out. I never hung out with my friends.

It grows overnight. I'm a new mother. I'm newly married. There's all these eyes on us. There's so many people that want things from us. It was just a lot of things. And so when the cameras were off, it was more like, I'm just going to sit here and breastfeed my baby. And just... Like scroll on my phone like I never went out. I never hung out with my friends.

When it first started, my heart sank. I'm like, oh my gosh. Like, I remember like sitting with my, oh my gosh, like, is this going to happen? You know? And then it was like, oh, well, I see him. I'm with him every day. Like we're co-parenting, we're married, we're business partners. I mean, when is he going to have time? But it's really interesting.

When it first started, my heart sank. I'm like, oh my gosh. Like, I remember like sitting with my, oh my gosh, like, is this going to happen? You know? And then it was like, oh, well, I see him. I'm with him every day. Like we're co-parenting, we're married, we're business partners. I mean, when is he going to have time? But it's really interesting.

When it first started, my heart sank. I'm like, oh my gosh. Like, I remember like sitting with my, oh my gosh, like, is this going to happen? You know? And then it was like, oh, well, I see him. I'm with him every day. Like we're co-parenting, we're married, we're business partners. I mean, when is he going to have time? But it's really interesting.

I was telling my mom the other day, I remember when I was 16 years old and I walked into a room where the TV was on and there was, it was that talk show, Tyra Banks. And there was a lady who said, if a man has enough time to go into the bathroom, he has enough time to cheat. And it just stuck with me. And I thought, does he have enough time to cheat on me? You know what I mean? Um,

I was telling my mom the other day, I remember when I was 16 years old and I walked into a room where the TV was on and there was, it was that talk show, Tyra Banks. And there was a lady who said, if a man has enough time to go into the bathroom, he has enough time to cheat. And it just stuck with me. And I thought, does he have enough time to cheat on me? You know what I mean? Um,

I was telling my mom the other day, I remember when I was 16 years old and I walked into a room where the TV was on and there was, it was that talk show, Tyra Banks. And there was a lady who said, if a man has enough time to go into the bathroom, he has enough time to cheat. And it just stuck with me. And I thought, does he have enough time to cheat on me? You know what I mean? Um,

And so that was kind of like the beginning. It's like, I don't know what's true or not. And, you know, and I'd even have moments where we'd be laying in bed, you know, just falling asleep. And I'd get a text from a random number. Your husband is out at a party with me. And I'm thinking like, he's right over here. So there's moments I didn't know what to believe. There's some things that are true.

And so that was kind of like the beginning. It's like, I don't know what's true or not. And, you know, and I'd even have moments where we'd be laying in bed, you know, just falling asleep. And I'd get a text from a random number. Your husband is out at a party with me. And I'm thinking like, he's right over here. So there's moments I didn't know what to believe. There's some things that are true.

And so that was kind of like the beginning. It's like, I don't know what's true or not. And, you know, and I'd even have moments where we'd be laying in bed, you know, just falling asleep. And I'd get a text from a random number. Your husband is out at a party with me. And I'm thinking like, he's right over here. So there's moments I didn't know what to believe. There's some things that are true.

There's some things that are distorted. There's some things that are not true. So it was really hard to tell.

There's some things that are distorted. There's some things that are not true. So it was really hard to tell.

There's some things that are distorted. There's some things that are not true. So it was really hard to tell.

Oh, you know, that comes with the territory. And let's not respond because we're just going to add fuel to the fire. And it's not true. I'm like, okay, you know, and. And you trusted him? I did. Yeah, I really trusted him.

Oh, you know, that comes with the territory. And let's not respond because we're just going to add fuel to the fire. And it's not true. I'm like, okay, you know, and. And you trusted him? I did. Yeah, I really trusted him.