Catherine Paiz
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211 appearances
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1 series
first heard May 2025
last heard May 2025
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He was completely disoriented. He just kept saying the words, I need water. And I was like yelling at the paramedics, please get him water. He just, he's thirsty. He's thirsty. He needs water. And they're like, no, it's against protocol. We can't give him water. We have to wait to get him into the hospital and check in and this and that. And so, um, That happened.
And then the next day he was feeling better. I grabbed his hand and I posted a picture of us holding hands. And I was so ready to let go the day before. And I was like telling the world I'm still here for him. And it was like this moment of like. Yes, we are not romantically together in that way, but I still respect him as a father and my children.
And no matter what, I will always stand by his side. And it was like that kind of energy. So then it was almost like I was okay being in the relationship as a family, as like, I'm here, we're a team. But it was like, we were not a team. You were still lying to me.
So we had talked about it a couple times. I never said the words, I want a divorce. I never said those words ever out loud. The last conversation we'd had on separating, we actually talked about him getting another home. And I was getting another home because we were actually planning on leaving the rental we were at.
And you know, when you have like really deep conversations about making plans and then they just don't fall through. So it's kind of like that kind of thing. And then the stress of like life and all the things that it brings, you know? So that wasn't like, we weren't trying to get that done quickly, you know? Because usually when it comes to an end, you wanna get it done, right?
But we hadn't reached that moment of like, it's an urgency, we need to do it right now. When I had that realization that it has to happen right now, I have to stop waiting for the right time because there's never going to be a right time. The moment is now. And I had that realization when it was on my 33rd birthday. So this is really interesting.
My whole life, like ever since I was a kid, I always said 33 is going to be the biggest year of my life. And I would say that just like jokingly in my mind. And I thought 33 is going to be the biggest year of my life. And then I turned 33 and I was talking to my dad and I was like, hey, I really want to go to this retreat in Brazil. And he was like, I want to go with you. And I was like, perfect.
Like me, you and Ryan will go to this retreat, you know, and I booked my flight on my birthday. And in that moment, you know, Austin and I, it was it was done. We just didn't make the we didn't put the wheels in motion to officially divorce and separate. But it was there.
We were separated for sure, because it was so obvious. It was like it was in the air. It was like we hardly saw each other. We stopped filming.
Well, there was because I went on the retreat. And then when I came back, I had this massive, expansive experience. And I got back. I landed back until he picked me up. I got in the car and he looked over. He said, oh, how was it? And I was like, good. And in my head, I'm thinking like. he doesn't understand where I just went, what I just did. He doesn't understand. And I thought, that's okay.
We're different places vibrationally now. And I was like, if I'm going to say it, I'm going to say it right now. I got in the car, I closed the door. How was it? We're driving out, literally driving out of the airport. And I said, Austin, I need to talk to you. He's like, hey, what's up? I was like,
it's not a secret that our relationship is done and we're both unhappy you know i've been unhappy for a long time i know you've been unhappy for a long time and i want a divorce and he's driving okay it's like okay i was like oh my gosh all right well i was like oh my gosh i'm so happy i was like um
I was like, I'm on your team and I love you and I want to do this right and it doesn't have to get ugly. I pray I don't want it to get ugly. And I said these words, I said, let's discuss an exit plan together as a team. Let's do it together. He goes, yeah, yeah, we could talk about it, you know?
And I was like... He goes, it's funny because my realtor the other day sent me a house that's for rent down the street from where we're living now. And I thought, oh, okay, cool. He's like, yeah, it's interesting how life works. And I was like, yeah. I was like, have you seen the house? He's like, oh, I'm going to see it next week. And I'm like, okay, cool.
And then it was just kind of like, okay, like...
Well, I didn't want to make a video because if he wasn't telling me the truth without the cameras rolling, he's for sure not going to tell the truth with the cameras rolling. So I thought, well, I'm not going to do a video with you side by side. If you can't say, I cheated on my wife and it led us to this path where we both have made mistakes, I would share my mistakes.
I didn't have good communication. I wasn't there for him, maybe when he needed me emotionally. all of these things. And I thought he can't be honest. So I'm not doing the video.
He didn't tell the truth. He said that there's things that I regret, but it's like, that could be anything. Right. And then not to mention, um,
so this is the thing about that and i'm just going to be completely bluntly honest because at this point just my throat chakra is open and i'm just going to be me let's go um when we discussed the divorce i said i'd really like to do uh a joint like um statement like you know a lot of people sometimes they do statements it's just easier you know and and um he's like oh no no i want to make a video and i said well i don't want to be in your video so
I'm not going to do that. I'm going to make a statement. He goes, oh, well, give me a chance to make a video and I'll show it to you. And then you could tell me if you like it. And if you like it, then I'll post it. And I thought, I'm going to give him the benefit of the doubt. I'm actually curious to see what's in that video. Right. I was really curious. I'm like, make the video.
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