Catherine Paiz

There was this fine line of like, do I put my foot down and just like live in the moment or do I also? So and then he was holding the camera, so it made it easier. But then it was like, is he here, though? Is he present? So that was like a big moment for me.

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

I was just like really numb and empty at the time.

I was just like really numb and empty at the time.

I was just like really numb and empty at the time.

Right.

Right.

Right.

There might have been moments where we kind of talked about, but to be honest with you, not really. Like, I just, we didn't have that communication within ourselves. Yeah.

There might have been moments where we kind of talked about, but to be honest with you, not really. Like, I just, we didn't have that communication within ourselves. Yeah.

There might have been moments where we kind of talked about, but to be honest with you, not really. Like, I just, we didn't have that communication within ourselves. Yeah.

Yeah, there was moments where you know, i'd see some money coming out and it was you know to pay this pay that and it was like I didn't feel like I was having that like wife like that partner that husband and wife conversation about our finances And it would be heartbreaking to look at the bank because I was very well aware of what was in there And it's like where did that go?

Yeah, there was moments where you know, i'd see some money coming out and it was you know to pay this pay that and it was like I didn't feel like I was having that like wife like that partner that husband and wife conversation about our finances And it would be heartbreaking to look at the bank because I was very well aware of what was in there And it's like where did that go?

Yeah, there was moments where you know, i'd see some money coming out and it was you know to pay this pay that and it was like I didn't feel like I was having that like wife like that partner that husband and wife conversation about our finances And it would be heartbreaking to look at the bank because I was very well aware of what was in there And it's like where did that go?

Like what what's happening? or like, um One thing as well, it's like little things that, you know, things that I would never think to pay for, like a private jet, for instance, you know, that personally for me wasn't something I would ever do. Like if I had never met him, I would have never been on a private jet today.

Like what what's happening? or like, um One thing as well, it's like little things that, you know, things that I would never think to pay for, like a private jet, for instance, you know, that personally for me wasn't something I would ever do. Like if I had never met him, I would have never been on a private jet today.

Like what what's happening? or like, um One thing as well, it's like little things that, you know, things that I would never think to pay for, like a private jet, for instance, you know, that personally for me wasn't something I would ever do. Like if I had never met him, I would have never been on a private jet today.

I'm like, probably never, you know, because I'm thinking like, I'll just take a regular flight.