Catherine Paiz
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211 appearances
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first heard May 2025
last heard May 2025
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I wore baggy shirts and like, you know, like I'd wear bigger shirts cause I didn't want anyone to know yet. I wanted to keep it to myself, especially cause there was all this like negativity going around about him. So I'm like, I'm just gonna keep this to myself. And then there is this moment that changed everything for me. We, oh, I had a dream. I have a lot of dreams. Very symbolic.
I'm sure you do too. I had a dream where I was walking into my bedroom, the bedroom I was sleeping in. We had this massive long 10 foot bed. I'm walking into the room and there's this, he's sitting in the bed and there's a woman with this beautiful blonde hair. I just see the back of her and she turns around and she's this demon. And I woke up from that nightmare and I was crying.
I was like, oh my God, that was the worst nightmare I've ever had. Like I literally, there was a demon on my bed. And the whole day felt eerie. It was so eerie. It was so weird. And I didn't tell anybody. And I was just like, that's so weird. Couple of hours later, we start filming. And we go to this studio to get my daughter's first haircut. She was a year old. She's getting her first haircut.
And he, you know, our assistant, who was Austin's friend from back in the day, was there. It was Austin and myself and our daughter. And we walked in, you know, there were some fans and they were like, can we take a picture? And I'm like, yeah, yeah, like, let's finish filming, you're doing this and we'll take the photo. So they're all waiting there.
And, you know, everyone in the salon knows who we are and stuff. So it was just, you know, a regular moment. We're there filming. He's filming our daughter's first haircut. And I'm kind of like, I'm taking photos for myself for my phone, you know, like, oh my gosh, like...
taking the photo and then like a movie my camera i mean my phone dies it just goes black and i look at him without a thought and i go give me give me give me your phone give me your phone let me take a photo because you know we're gonna miss the moment she's getting her first haircut as soon as my hand grabs that phone mind you had never never looked in his phone ever ever Never.
I grabbed the phone and it felt kind of weird because I'm like holding his phone, right? Like it just felt odd because I knew maybe there had maybe things he was hiding. I didn't want to look.
As soon, Alex, as soon as I grabbed the phone. No. Like out of a movie, this long text comes through. If you really love your wife, you wouldn't be da-da-da-da-da. And I like my brain scanned it, but I wasn't able to read it fully. But in that moment, my heart drops. I'm pregnant. There's people watching us. The camera's on. It felt like, it just felt surreal.
The assistant looks, notices, looks at him. He grabs the phone from me and instantly deletes the message. And I thought, oh my gosh, it's true. Oh my God. Yeah. And I was calm, very calm. And we paid and we finished. I wasn't in my body anymore. I wasn't on earth anymore. We walk out of the store or the salon and I said, Austin, who was that? And he's like, it's nobody, it's nothing.
Please tell me who that was. I saw the text. And I kept replaying what I could have done. Should I run to the bathroom? Should I take... I'm like, what should I have done in that moment? Tackle him and read it.
It was an emotional... I saw enough to know instantly, this is an emotional relationship he's having with somebody. This is a woman that is... having a relationship with my husband. And we got in the car and, you know, then my voice got a little, who was that? Oh, like lower your voice, the kids. And I'm like, okay. And I'm calming myself. The kids are in the car.
Let's like, I mean, it's have grace, right? It's a strong poised, get home. We get home blacked out. I was like,
yelling screaming tell me please please just tell me who that was please just I feel so stupid just tell me I'm having a baby please just tell me and I ran out of the house I got in my car and I just started driving and I didn't know where I was driving just driving crying an ocean bawling I couldn't even see where I was driving and I thought I need to park somewhere so I went to a park parked at the park put my hands on the wheel and I said god if you hear me please tell me what to do and
In that moment, it's so interesting because, um, I knew that one day I'd have a son and that I would name him steel. There was like this inner knowing and. when I had that conversation with God and I was really just like, just like a point of just, I'm surrendering. Just tell me what to do. And I heard this voice and it was like, you are having your son. There's a reason you named him steel.
You have to stay strong for this whole pregnancy and just don't make any impulsive decisions. Just keep going. Just keep this in the back of your mind. It's going to, it's, it's going to live there and it's going to, it's going to, You're going to see everything's going to make sense, but don't make any big decisions right now. And I went home and I acted like nothing. I acted like nothing.
I didn't talk to him for a couple days. I think that was the longest we'd ever gone without talking since we met. I think we went like two, three days. And then I texted him and I was like, we need to talk. And we went, we took a drive. We met in the middle of a street and we got her in the car and he told me who she was and he showed me.
And I was like, okay, so that was the girl you were talking to a couple months back. Now it's all making sense. Like you said, you were talking to a girl that needed help with Snapchat. And I'm thinking like- Why is a married man talking to a woman about snapchat like snapchat wasn't even monetized in a day? Like what are you talking about? Like what are you doing? I think okay.
This is making sense. Okay, this is making sense. Okay, so I thought okay. Well What do we need to do? Like what how can we how can we? move on from this like what do we do like I was like And I didn't tell him this at the time, but I thought I can forgive him because he's crying out for help and I can, I, because at the time I was, I wasn't religious. I still not religious.
You know, I'm, I'm, I believe in Christ, but I'm not bound by like religious structures. But I was very like, you stick to,
To your husband I was very like traditional in that sense and I don't know who made me like that, but I was just that way And I thought okay, maybe I can forgive him, you know And so as the days went on, you know, then we went to um a trip to hawaii Someone said we should go there because you know That's where the heart chakra of the planet is and you know Maybe we can get some healing and so we went to hawaii and then that's when I had posted that I was pregnant Thinking like i'm getting bigger now.
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