Chris Sullivan

When things go, you hope that everything's going to go the way you want it to.

Sure.

But you have to know that it's not going to.

And so how do you react when that happens?

It's like playing, it's like trying to trick your brain because hoping and the reality of the world are two totally different things.

And so how can you possibly hope that everything is gonna go well when you know it's not going to?

Yeah.

I remember I thought about this when I quit tennis my freshman year of college.

Yeah.

And it was like the exact opposite for me.

I walked away and was like, never look back.

In fact, walked out, walked out into the, it was tumultuous when I quit because I was having issues with my, the tennis coach at my university.

And I was angry at the situation, but not at the like leaving tennis.

And I think I shattered both of my rackets.

Like I walked out into my, into my dorm hallway, which was two cinder block walls and just wall to wall, just there.

Now you're never playing tennis again.

And then just went to theater rehearsal.

Like, just done.

Yeah, I guess it was just a path that I was on.

And it was like, oh, well, the next thing is you play at college and you get a little scholarship and you're doing it just because you're doing it.