Christina Hildreth

I was like, so I'll help you out.

Just go like this, you know what I mean?

I'm videoing it, I'm trying to keep the camera from shaking and I look at Brian's eyes and I'm thinking, this is not good.

Brian then, he lets go of Brian, he keeps describing things and Brian mouths to me, I'll never do this again.

It was so fluid.

My sons wrestle, my husband's a wrestling coach.

His motions were so fluid in what he was doing, how he described that.

And I was really taken by him demonstrating how their breath would leave their body.

He's there when someone's last breath is leaving their body.

And it's notable to him.

I was taken by it.

Sean, thank you.

That's a lot to ask somebody, and it's not something people would agree to do, so I appreciate that.

Is there anybody else that we're missing that you haven't told me?

Because the other day you said Candace was your first, and that doesn't mean that you're a liar.

It meant sometimes there's a reason why somebody doesn't want to say something.

The reason why I hesitated about the years ago when the first one was because...

I'm sure everyone would think that there could be thousands.

So you felt like, well, if I give her that other one, I'm going to get accused of a thousand things that I didn't do.

Is that what you're saying?