Ciara McGeehan

I didn't mean to be cheeky.

It was great to see you.

Get out.

Oh, when was it?

I'll be honest.

I can remember that I was sitting in my bedroom, me and Tommy's bedroom, on the bed that looks out to the window.

And behind our house is like some trees.

And there was a Bible college or theological college in behind.

It's going to be an old people's home.

So, you know.

two rowdy bunches that were living behind us but so I was kind of looking out at that and like

I can remember the moments because it was May, it was June and the weather's nice and like the sun shining through the trees.

That juxtaposition of like just looking out on the breeze blowing through some leaves, like gently swaying and me googling that and being like, oh God, that's not good.

And then kind of thinking like, I don't want to tell anyone.

Not as if Thomas hadn't also thought to pursue Google for this information.

And like, yeah, that was that was hard.

And then like in the same moment, my head switches like, why can't I be that 10 to 15 percent?

I am fit.

I am healthy.

I'm maybe not.