Ciarán O'Driscoll

And like, you're a hero for a couple of days, like, because you're on the out, like, and everyone will look after you.

And then you're in the, you're in the thick of it again.

And after a couple of days, people give up on you again.

So he's never going to change.

Yeah, but they would, and they'd help you.

They'd give you money and they'd look after you and stuff like, you know.

And then, then after a couple of days, they get fed up with you.

He's never going to change, like, you know.

because i i obviously i had an addiction like i i was i had um i saw from alcoholism and i saw from drug addiction like you know so i i was helpless really like and i just go back and it was only getting worse get worse all the time and i had the best intentions i wanted to do this and i meant it but i couldn't i could never do it it was i just went back doing the same thing again like you know i i always wanted to be trying to be normal like you know but i wasn't i didn't get a good start really like

As well, and I don't blame anyone today.

Like, you know, I blame myself.

I did everything, like, you know.

I jumped into them cars at night time, joyriding and stuff.

I did all that, like, you know.

I don't blame anyone, like, you know.

I was in court prison five or six times.

I was in Spike Island once.

I was in St.

Patrick's three or four times.

I was in the place called Shangannan.