Cole
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And there were so many times where I'm like, I could just tell her just like a quick little thing and it would open up like the floodgates maybe.
But I just I pretended like it was all good.
Yeah.
I've recently said that I didn't want to admit.
I haven't wanted to admit that part.
And I don't admit this to anybody else.
With Leah, she's the only one that has known about my past.
So obviously, I haven't wanted to admit that to anybody.
And I just didn't want to admit that someone exists like this person does.
And the toll I guess that has taken on me.
Yeah, I just I didn't.
I've always thought that like no partner would want to know about a crazy ex.
So I didn't want to let her know about the crazy ex.
Yeah.
Yes, that's very true.
And like on my part, it is very new.
Like I have, I would say that I've completely done like a 360.
180.
Or 180.
Yeah, otherwise you're just back to where you are.