Darren Waller

Like I've reached new depths of like, okay, like getting sober, like definitely helped in the work we've been doing in therapy and going to meetings and stuff like that and helping other people.

Like,

this is good, but they're like, there's still more.

That's just like the tip of the iceberg.

There's still more stuff.

Cause like after the retiring in 2023, that's when like that sound bath happened.

And then like going back to the earlier parts of my life and like the inner child work and you know, looking at how I approach like validation and relationships and things like that, like all of those things started to be brought into the mix as well.

And it was like, ah, there's so much more that needs to be explored here still.

Star athlete in New York, married to a high-profile person.

Yeah, all these things.

I got everything that I could possibly want in life, and it's still...

not getting the job.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Cause like, and yeah, in times I see like when it was, uh, opportunities to, uh, you know, step up in, um,

be there for her.

It's like, I, all it's ever been is me being centered around my fears and my pains and my difficulties, um, to where it's like, yeah, you can't, I have no bandwidth of no ability for anybody else.

No muscle memory to show up for her in that way.

Yeah.

And it's just like look at the paradox that's been created of like all from since a young kid it's been like.