Davina Rankin

And it does, it takes time.

Like you're not just going to have one magical room healing session or pleasure session and be like, I'm changed.

I did.

Like I was changed after the first time.

That can be an option.

Absolutely.

But you know, it takes work and that is the work.

It's coming back to yourself.

How much more can you hold yourself?

How much more can you love yourself?

How much more can you soften into yourself?

And how much space can you give yourself to feel all the things, not just the beautiful, blissful, amazing alignment things, but the heart wrenching guilt things.

pain disappointment grief all those things because there was a lot of grief that came up for me as well because I looked back at these older versions of myself and I was like I'm so sorry like I felt I felt so sad for myself yeah and I just was like wow like you really you never saw it hey like you never saw how special you were so yeah I think it's I'm at this point now where

I am so in love with my life.

And look, my life's not like I'm not a billionaire.

My life is just... You don't need to be.

It's just my life.

But I wake up and I have so much gratitude and I can really sit in the pleasure of these really small moments that...

To old me, I probably would not have even noticed because my inner dialogue was so busy telling me about how wrong I was or how fat I was or how I should be doing more.

So it's, I think, you know, that connection to yourself and the remembering of like, no, you are exactly where you need to be and you don't need more.