Dr. Ryan Martin

Yep. And same thing. I drank too much my first year in college too. That was relevant. Not in high school at all, but in college, that was a problem. But also I just hadn't developed a lot of like the study skills necessary to be successful.

Yep. And same thing. I drank too much my first year in college too. That was relevant. Not in high school at all, but in college, that was a problem. But also I just hadn't developed a lot of like the study skills necessary to be successful.

And so I still like, years later, I still find myself sort of struggling with that, like mad at myself for not having done better, mad at myself for not having made more of of my college experience. Cause what happened is I took a, I took a break like six months off. I traveled a little bit. I was very, very fortunate that like I had a safety net, you know, it didn't mean I was like homeless.

And so I still like, years later, I still find myself sort of struggling with that, like mad at myself for not having done better, mad at myself for not having made more of of my college experience. Cause what happened is I took a, I took a break like six months off. I traveled a little bit. I was very, very fortunate that like I had a safety net, you know, it didn't mean I was like homeless.

And so I still like, years later, I still find myself sort of struggling with that, like mad at myself for not having done better, mad at myself for not having made more of of my college experience. Cause what happened is I took a, I took a break like six months off. I traveled a little bit. I was very, very fortunate that like I had a safety net, you know, it didn't mean I was like homeless.

I could.

I could.

I could.

Right. You could afford to go somewhere and travel.

Right. You could afford to go somewhere and travel.

Right. You could afford to go somewhere and travel.

Yep. And I, and I had, I could live with my mom for a little while while I sort of figured things out in ways that a So having that, I went back to college and I kind of got it together right after taking a little break. But I'm mad at myself still for not having a different kind of college experience.

Yep. And I, and I had, I could live with my mom for a little while while I sort of figured things out in ways that a So having that, I went back to college and I kind of got it together right after taking a little break. But I'm mad at myself still for not having a different kind of college experience.

Yep. And I, and I had, I could live with my mom for a little while while I sort of figured things out in ways that a So having that, I went back to college and I kind of got it together right after taking a little break. But I'm mad at myself still for not having a different kind of college experience.

you know? Wow. Yeah, man. That's funny. I'll get upset at myself with like, yeah, that I didn't have a blast in college sometimes. Like that's just this general term. It's in my head, man. I'm upset that I didn't have a blast in college.

you know? Wow. Yeah, man. That's funny. I'll get upset at myself with like, yeah, that I didn't have a blast in college sometimes. Like that's just this general term. It's in my head, man. I'm upset that I didn't have a blast in college.

you know? Wow. Yeah, man. That's funny. I'll get upset at myself with like, yeah, that I didn't have a blast in college sometimes. Like that's just this general term. It's in my head, man. I'm upset that I didn't have a blast in college.

But if I went and looked through a calendar and shit, people would be like, dude, you had a great time. Right. It's like, sometimes I don't even remember things correctly. It's like my perspective of them isn't even clean and then are clear. And then I'll get upset and, At Unreal, and then I'll be like, fuck, man, I got to fucking – or I'll be like, dang, man, I got to enroll somewhere.

But if I went and looked through a calendar and shit, people would be like, dude, you had a great time. Right. It's like, sometimes I don't even remember things correctly. It's like my perspective of them isn't even clean and then are clear. And then I'll get upset and, At Unreal, and then I'll be like, fuck, man, I got to fucking – or I'll be like, dang, man, I got to enroll somewhere.

But if I went and looked through a calendar and shit, people would be like, dude, you had a great time. Right. It's like, sometimes I don't even remember things correctly. It's like my perspective of them isn't even clean and then are clear. And then I'll get upset and, At Unreal, and then I'll be like, fuck, man, I got to fucking – or I'll be like, dang, man, I got to enroll somewhere.