Eleanor Doyle

He said, you'll come back to that again someday.

But it's always like, sure, he can't help it, the creator, and all the sympathy was with him.

And I used to be like, but I'm here at home with three children.

My soul has been ripped out of my body.

I'm seven and a half stone.

I can't eat.

I'm so stressed.

And I'm a shadow of the person that I was.

And I have three children that I don't know how I'm even...

going to rear them on my own what I'm going to do and because when you're abused you're so belittled you think your potential is zero like you really do and I remember saying this to you before he said to me you're nothing you'll be nothing without me

I just think my kids now will be like the ones with graffiti on the wall because you come from the broken home.

This kind of crap in my head.

And not because they're mine, but like they're great.

Like they're so resilient.

They're so kind.

Like they have tools.

They had to see a lot of things that other children didn't.

But they have a lot of tools that other people don't.

We get up, we see the positive in everything.

And they inspire me.