Ellyse Perry

It's like, oh, my God, I've actually escaped all this like –

regret and all this anxiety about the past and the future.

And I am just here like, and I am.

Not often.

Like, not often enough.

And then I think about, like, so we had a training camp last week.

It was our first one back.

And the whole week, for no particular reason, I was just, like, nowhere.

Like, every time we were in the nets, I was thinking about, oh, what am I going to have for lunch?

Oh, what have we got next off this?

And I just could not focus.

properly and it like carried throughout the whole week and it was driving me nuts.

Um, and like, yeah, like trying to find the reason for that was like really interesting.

I was like, I was actually just really nervous about like being back with the team for some reason.

Like I'm like, okay, this is kind of like I've been here a few times before people probably getting sick of me.

Like, you know, I'm close to the end of my career.

Then I am the start.

Um,

I really want to show up and be like another really good version of myself for this season.

And this is the first one.