Emily Wilkes

People are like, is that a C-section?

And I'm like, no, that's not normally where that would be.

But, yeah, I, you know, something that I overcame.

And physically, the mental toll, that took many more years, the anxiety and stress and worry of, like,

Even being in a car.

For me, I would freeze.

Panic.

Panic attacks.

Yeah.

You know, I experienced something...

when I passed and I, you know, talked about it when I first came to, and that was a lot of the times explained away, you know, oh, you're experiencing the side effects of medication, heavily, heavily medicated.

And, um, you know, you are experiencing trauma, people who have trauma, like see things.

And, um, it was kind of explained away to me, but I feel like that was like

for me, one of my first experiences with God and that kind of the afterlife.

And I was a little embarrassed to admit it for a long time.

But yeah, I know that God saved my life for a purpose and he basically been chasing after me ever since.

And I didn't become a Christian actually until about nine years ago.

And that's when my life got really good.

So yeah.

You know...