Erin Holland

And it just kind of hit me like a ton of bricks that we invested all this time, this money, this emotional energy, this physical energy to end up with nothing.

It became a real stark reminder that this may never be a reality.

to problem solve and get to the point that I was getting healthy embryos but not being able to get them to stick, to diagnosing myself with Asherman syndrome, which is a scarring situation of the womb, to changing to an incredible doctor.

And he really sat down with me.

We figured out where my issue lay.

It really just feels like divine intervention that this was the one that stuck in terms of the timing.

I believe I probably actually physically conceived whilst I was on stage singing at Carols in the Domain.

That's where the timings line up as well, which just feels very me.

Oh, it was Away in a Manger, which is about a baby, which is crazy.

It's so strange because in terms of doing anything different, I had surgeries.

The doctors were different.

I'd tried everything at this point.

I really had.

I'd done the acupuncture.

I'd done the killer cell therapy, which is where they put you on steroids for six months.

All that did was blow me up into a beach ball and make me completely unhinged.

I was on hormone replacement therapy as well, which is a drug usually given to menopausal women.

I'd done...

five egg retrievals.

This was my seventh transfer.