Ethan Hawke

That's the one I'm thinking of when the barn is freezing out and it's just him.

He's carrying the log.

Oh, it's dedication to excellence.

Yes.

Full dedication.

Full, complete dedication.

The way that you're even talking about trying to do your interviews or trying to do your comedy, you're trying to be... But to have something so... I mean, I envy that when I read about fighters and the dedication.

I really kind of long for that experience, that idea of going away.

And I think there's something about...

I've always, I don't know if you think this, but whenever I pass by a monastery, a convent or something, these people who are dedicated to their spiritual calling so completely that they've isolated out all the noise of life, I find I'm like, I'm really glad they exist.

I'm glad, in the same way I feel about fighters, I feel like, I mean, with the fighters, I really envy it, because we all would like to test ourselves.

How much could I dedicate myself?

How could I go to the next level?

How far could I go?

And I think that, oh, just singularity of focus.

It feels really good and there is something, I think I love stories about fighters for just that.

And the fact that it all rests on these X amount of minutes.

Would you ever get to a place where you're walking into the ring and you weren't afraid?

Well, it makes me think about earlier in our conversation when I was talking about, oh, you know, when I think about when I was young and I'd be really nervous and pretending I wasn't nervous and that was the problem.

And that now, I said to you, I still experience it.