Father Lazarus

Somebody taught me this years and years ago.

It's as if I'm holding his hand.

I'm always reminding myself he's always with me.

If I'm going through a situation where somebody's talking to me and I feel tense, I just do this.

I feel like I'm holding his hand.

like king david it's like hey god yes i i you know i'm i'm not i'm trying to diagnose my heart right now can you just reveal to me areas i may be and this i'm glad you brought up king david because when did he realize his error when nathan the prophet came and told him like even king david the man after god's own heart after he you know impregnated bathsheba killed her off her husband

you know ended up marrying her he was he was fine he was still king david yeah he was maybe even wrote some psalms in that time right

But he didn't recognize his heir until Nathan told him, oh, there's a travesty in your kingdom.

What happened?

It was two men, two neighbors, one very rich man who had many sheep.

And he saw his neighbor who had one lamb and it was like his own daughter.

And he had a guest coming in visiting him.

And instead of taking one of his sheep to slaughter, he took the lamb of his neighbor.

And who is this man?

He must, you are that.

So this is what the father confessed.

It's not just what I'm not doing.

All right, I didn't do this.

I didn't do this.

And what I am doing, it's not just that, like, I've, you know, I've been tempted to watch some things that I don't like and this and that.