Fergus Farrell

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342 appearances 2 recordings 1 series first heard Apr 2026 last heard 21 Aug

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And ultimately, when I got home, I had no more challenges left in my mind.

So my mind came very empty and I started filling up with so many negative thoughts.

Plus the medication was absolutely turning me into somebody I had no clue who I was.

But I was living it.

Yeah, even to this day, I look back and I go, man, I was such a different character.

But again, I needed that medication to do what I did.

If I didn't have that medication, I don't know whether I would have got back on my feet or would have been able to keep fighting.

So it was a necessary evil.

It did, yeah, unfortunately.

And down to myself, you know, because at the end of the day, my wife is a good person and she is still a good person.

She's a great mother.

So it is what happened.

I can't change that, unfortunately.

So I ended up not wanting to be here.

Seven weeks after walking out the doors of the NRH, after being told, you know, it's not possible.

So people on the outside seeing this person who was beaten, impossible.

But behind it all, I was wearing that mask and I was struggling behind it.

The business was failing.

My marriage was failing.

My poor kids, because I've been away from them so long, you know, hadn't a really great connection with them, especially my six-month-old son.

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