Francis Ngannou

I'm like, I should have come back.

I should have maybe changed my flight.

I should have stayed one more day, two more days.

Because you don't even know where you were going and what you were going to do.

Even though at times it seems so important.

You start to understand that so many things that feel important at the moment are not that important.

You take stuff for granted to the point that you really ignore the importance of them.

At some point, I felt like I was putting the responsibility on him to stop fighting.

So now he's basically responsible of me stopping giving up fighting.

He didn't deserve that responsibility.

I didn't have to put that on him, you know, like...

I should have just keep doing.

I mean, even for him, since I couldn't fight for him, maybe, uh, in the, in the other way, maybe actually just keep fighting for him instead of retired for him because of him, you know, you kind of like, I took time to think about all this stuff, like, you know, like,

Can I even do it?

Like, can I even go to the gym and train again?

Can I even?

You don't know what's next.

And with time, you're trying to figure it out and try and give it a shot, trying to make sense of it.

And basically, like, after that, my return was like, okay, I'm going to fight for him.

And that's why my next fight was dedicated to him, like,