Gary Brecka
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And, but I never, I knew that I didn't, I knew I needed to get out of that, but I, as a man couldn't make that choice.
Because I felt like it was my job to like, I don't know, I guess be a shitty person, but I was in this, you know, I am like, I can't say no.
Like I'm in, you know,
And she met me in the kitchen.
She's like, I want a divorce.
And that was, I got home from Austin on Monday.
That was Monday.
On Friday night, I was sitting in my upstairs bedroom.
She immediately left.
My mom had come over.
My brother was there.
And I was sitting in my upstairs bedroom, and I loaded a shotgun and put it right to my jaw.
Whoa.
And I was sitting, and I was going to take my life sitting on the floor in my bedroom.
And by the grace of like God calling me to Austin, I'm not even joking.
I get a text message from a friend.
It was a text message, phone call.
I don't know.
And...
And it pops up and I see his name, Harrison Zocker.