Howie Gelfand

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1,547 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Sep 2026 last heard 18 Sep

Howie Gelfand’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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So now all the fax machines were down.

Even to the

bulk of the inner sanctum, it was just S E C N A S D.

It wasn't FBI.

I I listen, uh once I knew what I was doing was wrong.

Right.

Illegal.

I was a good guy that got caught up in a really fucked up scheme.

There were plenty of bad guys that really didn't give a shit about what they were doing, but I had to stay

inebriated it on something every day to do what I was doing.

One particular investor, you know, here I am churning the shit out of his account.

He's sending flowers to my mother in the hospital who's recovering from open heart surgery.

And I would just you know, I I remember when I would get so high.

I would write down letters, thoughts, and when I would speak to shrinks, it would be a recurring theme.

When is this war in my head going to stop?

And the war was I knew right from wrong and what I was doing was wrong.

And in order to continue to do it.

I had to be out of it.

Completely out of it.

Mm.

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