Jackson White

You want to not let it blend, but I think it does just because I'm –

like I didn't sign on to this, I don't do this job because I'm all there, like all together.

You know, like I, I, I like that.

You come, you come, you do make believe for your job.

You're probably a little fucked up.

Probably.

And so you take on a little bit of everything.

And, and it was hard.

It was hard to, hard to not let the lines blur.

Yeah, I think...

I think we all have coping mechanisms for how difficult all of this is.

And it's different for every person.

Mine, mine was thankfully more clear cut.

Like I, like I know a lot of the things that hold me in, but there's so many things that hold me back all the time.

But, um,

it's so fast the things that can like hold you back right like it's it can be substance it can be like people behaviors food um a lot whatever everyone's got their thing everyone's got a thing and

I think focusing on what that is and discovering what that is, is

what makes you progress?

Like as a person in your career and your relationships, like that's what makes you grow.

well fear yeah fears the fears like the core fear and then and then and then anger is like a symptom and like you know drinking can be a symptom and uh behavior is a symptom so like it's but it starts with that like i'm not enough i won't be enough people are better than me i'll be left i'll be alone um