Jackson White

have to take out the thing that makes it destructive.

Which is fucking hard.

And it's just substituting vices, right?

It's not like there's one good one and one bad one.

It's just what's working for you.

If you're taking it out on your relationship, you're going to hurt somebody.

If you're taking it out with substances, you're going to hurt yourself.

Everything, everything changed.

like I want to say that there were external things that changed dramatically, but there weren't, but there were, well, there were, I mean, you, you get your, if you're clear, you can, you're just better prepared for life and you can succeed and blah, blah, blah.

But also you just, it's here.

You just feel less like you're,

in trouble all the time or you're gonna, you just, you have that ease.

And that's what we all want is that ease.

I just wanna feel okay.

Yeah, you wanna see your shit come out, stop drinking.

You'll get to the real shit.

Stop drinking, you'll feel great.

And then that deep in the core shit comes out and it's like, oh yeah, that was there.

I was just covering it up with whatever.

I'm doing good.