Jameela Jamil

And that's not again to bash men, but if someone is not attracted to the way that I look,

that's okay, I'll be fucking fine.

I'm not gonna run around hurting myself or risking my, you know, there are people who've died getting BBL injections.

There are people who die getting mummy makeovers.

And at the end of the day, you're like,

God, I do and don't want to know what thought she had at the very end.

Was it worth it?

For whom?

For what?

And I'm not judging her at all.

Fuck knows with my anorexia when I was younger, I did everything I could to hurt this body.

But now that I'm sober of patriarchy, I really always ask myself for who, for what.

And I think this is the most condensed answer I can give you for how I have arrived at all of these conclusions.

is to obsessively think about my old lady self.

I obsessively think about my 85-year-old self.

And I think about my deathbed.

And that encourages me and motivates me to make moments last and to do what she would wish I did.

What would she wish that I wore tonight?

Where would she wish I went?

What would she hope that I ate at this meal, at this restaurant that I'm really lucky to be at in a world where there is so much famine?