James Helm
speaker
155 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard May 2025
last heard May 2025
James Helm’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I'm not smart enough for all that. I'd have to buy chemicals that are traceable.
Too personal. Leaves behind too much evidence. And I'd only get to kill one person at a time.
I'm not used to using guns. They are primitive in nature, but that would be the way to kill as many people as possible. Another con is you have about a 99% chance of getting caught.
-"I'm prepared enough. I know what I'm doing. I've done this before. I'll be fine."
I've also been reading about the Tylenol terrorist attack.
Yes.
No. No.
Too much security. I don't want my peers to think of me as a terrorist. I'm not trying to send a message of any kind. This is just the way my brain has been for the last 15 years.
Theater, isolated, lots of people inside, about four miles away from my apartment.
Can't tell the mind rapists my plan. If plan is disclosed, both normal life and ideal enactment on hatred foiled. Prevent building false sense of rapport. Speak truthfully and deflect incriminating questions. Oddly, they don't pursue or delve into harmful omissions. I was fear incarnate. Love gone, motivation directed to hate and obsessions. Embrace the hatred. A dark night rises.
Look up firearm laws and mental illness. Buy body armor. Learn how to shoot guns.
The weak are most likely to perish in trying times. Likewise, the strong are most likely to overcome. Why do the average and strong support the weak? This is easily answered. In trying times, the weak will fall. They act as a buffer. Furthermore, when the weak die, the average and strong become weaker.
On June 7th, James failed one of his oral exams. He had never been good at those. Public speaking made him nervous. And in the weeks before the exams, he had been too focused on planning a mass shooting and he wasn't prepared. So he failed. Following the exam, he messaged that girl he had been talking to.
he told her he had flunked it then later that day he went to a nearby town to purchase a rifle two days later his professor messaged him letting him know that he was going to have to retake his exams but james responded with this dear sirs i regret to inform you that i will be discontinuing my graduate studies in the neuroscience program effective immediately regards james holmes
His professor would later respond that that was probably in his best interest, as he clearly hadn't been making that much of an effort. James would later say that he was upset that no one tried to talk him out of quitting, but in reality, he had already made up his mind by this point.
He was done with school, and all of his focus was now towards the massacre, but he would still attend his final therapy session on June 11th, 2012.
I failed.
I'm not going to retake them. I'll probably just drop out of the neuroscience program.
I have about 10,000 in savings that I could live off of, and I plan on getting a job.
No, my lease here doesn't end until November, so I'll probably find a job here.
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