James Sexton

are in, like, my mom, I agree, like, I feel like my mom's kind of everywhere now.

And I like to think that, you know, she has the answers now to all the questions that she had, you know?

The idea, somebody said to me once, like, they were like, oh, you know, I think your mom's watching over you.

And I, I mean, I love the sentiment behind that because what they're trying to say is, like, she's still here.

Like, she's still here and, you know, she's still in this, you know?

But, like, I don't,

I don't know that I like want her watching me, you know, like I masturbate.

I don't really want her to be, you know, like there's some things that I'm like, all right, wait a minute.

Like when is mom around?

And is there someplace I could be where she doesn't see it?

Because that feels weird, you know?

But I understand what people mean when they say like, yeah, I think that, you know, there is a, like when we die, I think we become something eternal.

And I think we, you know, become, I think in our absence,

sometimes we're easier to see.

And that's a really cool thing.

And I think, again, there's a lot to learn about love in that.

Because I think when the person you love is there, it's really easy to forget they're there.

And then when they go away for a little while,

You're like, oh, you know, the silence is loud.

You know, like the scent of them not being here, like you just get used to the scent of things.