Jelly Roll

Not that crack isn't everywhere and heroin isn't everywhere.

Every day.

Like you had to, like you got to play at least two.

You have to stay alive.

You can imagine I started with that mentality.

I said, well, the first thing I'll do is let me, you know, how can I cut back how much I'm eating?

And less less eating periods.

But the first thing I did was started every time I said I was going to lose the weight.

So I said I lied to myself.

We talked about this.

I would tell myself I'm going to do this.

I'm going to go do that.

And then I'd go tell my family that.

So the lie started with me, though.

You know, there's there's a big person listening to this right now or a drug addict or somebody who wants to change some part of their life that right now is going.

I'm going to start next Monday.

you know, or I'm going to start Friday or I'm going to start, they have a start date.

They, you know, they've, and then that Monday comes and they never do it.

I told you, I was like every other fat fuck.

Even when I finally did it on Friday, I was like Monday, I'm waking up and changing my life.