Jessi

I just could never get to that place.

And because of that, we decided to not be together anymore.

And I remember feeling so upset that I let my daughter down because she would never have like a normal upbringing because her parents aren't together, right?

Even if I get remarried or her mom gets remarried, it's still like a split life.

Does that make sense?

And I think it created a little bit of a feminine wound, honestly.

What do you mean by that?

I think it created a wound in the place that was like, she wasn't okay with me not having the same religious beliefs as her, if that makes sense.

So she chose church over me, right?

And I think it created this wound.

As a matter of fact, I know it did because I've been doing a lot of therapy.

And I think since then, I've had a lot of trust issues with women.

And I think that's what made what happened with the affair so much worse is because of those

those feminine wounds and um you know it's one of those things and i think that it created a feminine wound and i think that's where that that comes from you know i grew up with um all brothers and you know we didn't have um we didn't really have girls in the house growing up much you know um we i don't know i don't know if you your family situation growing up but with all boys we were always shit talking one another and even even my mom growing up was like

very much like very like like we joke around with her and like like she was very much like a boy mom if that makes sense and like my family is all very aggressive like the way we communicate right and it's not something that i think that that combined with the feminine wound is what kind of caused things to go where they went

My relationship was never like what it was with Jesse.

That was also like, I was 18 years old.

That was 13 years ago.

Never name-called.

But to answer the question, yes, I think that aggression was there.