Jessica Lanyadoo

We don't believe that time of birth, but we're working with it.

OK, so there's a lot of things I want to say, but I'm going to start off by defending my thesis that actually a big part of what is motivating this fear that you're doing it wrong somehow is just how your hormonal intensity is presenting itself.

You are a Scorpio stellium baby.

You've got your sun, your moon, Pluto and Mercury all in Scorpio.

Yes.

And straight out the gate, you, you have intense emotions, right?

Like you, you have intense emotions because of your Pluto Mercury conjunction.

You have learned throughout the course of your life to try to keep your intensity kind of to yourself a little bit.

Like you can brood, you can kind of like obsess, you can fixate, but it's not like you're like shit posting and like being loud about all of your thoughts and feelings all the time.

Correct?

Yeah.

That makes sense.

But, and this is an important, but you have learned to internalize a lot of your intensity and that's through early developmental experiences.

And then also like just being a fucking woman in the world, it's like, yeah, you don't,

It's not subtle that, you know, the message to be a little easier to be around or whatever.

There's something else.

You've got your Saturn in the first house squaring your moon.

And this triples down on this feeling of I am responsible for everything.

Everything is my everything's my fault, except for the things that go really well.

And that's dumb luck.