Jessica Lanyadoo

Okay.

And then you get pregnant.

And.

Your predisposition to internalize, to feel things in a heavy way and to be hyper vigilant and heavy handed in your idea and relationship around parenting and accountability.

I'm not surprised that the question you wrote me was, I think I'm doing this wrong.

And oh, my God, am I going to be harming someone else?

And what does it mean?

And how can I fix this before it gets worse?

Yeah.

Let's add something else to the mix.

And again, this is all part of my thesis is your hormones are a part of this because what your hormones are doing is intensifying your feelings.

For you, a lot of what that means is the swirling intensity of emotion that you're used to has gotten ticked up.

So your habits around how you like self-manage aren't working because you're used to like a certain amount of water in the glass and now the water's at the rim and you're like, oh shit, how do I not spill any?

Like, because you're trying to keep everything self-contained.

That might be the case.

Like it might be that your hormones are not affecting your feelings.

let's hold space for either being true.

Okay.

Let's hold space for either being true, but you are literally growing a human being person and your body is going through changes that are bananas.

Right.