Jesy Nelson

So I was just terrified.

And Zion wasn't allowed to be in the room.

So he had to be out of the room the whole time.

Yeah, it's horrible.

Yeah.

And then it's like, you wake up and you're so out of it.

So then I remember waking up and Zion was there and he was like, they're fine.

They're like, they're amazing.

And then I was like, oh my God.

And I just wanted to see them.

And it's, it's the most awful feeling when you've carried babies for nine months in your belly and you wake up, they're not there.

And you can't even see them.

And I remember being like, well, I want to go see them.

So you can't, we can't see them yet.

We need to make sure you're okay.

And then you can go see them.

And then when you do go see them, they're in a plastic box and you can't touch them.

And it's like.

like it's so unnatural as a mother to not have your baby on you and then you literally see them in this like which is essentially a plastic box and you can't touch them and you just have to see them with all these tubes and these masks on and they're so tiny and

And all you want to do is pick them up and cuddle them and you can't.