Joe Loya
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
And I went to prison and I saw the same thing.
I'm not the only one who was treated like that.
But I'm the only one I ever met in that entire time who tried to kill their father.
The closest anyone got.
Several guys, their dad was beating on their mom and they...
picked up a band, they threatened him or they jumped on him and a couple of brothers beat up their drunk dad.
That was as bad as it got.
Nobody did what I did.
Not one person that I meet tried to kill their dad.
So I knew in that little McLaren Hall place, I'm not wired like everyone else.
I wanted to get there.
I'm gone.
I'm going forward.
And I know forward is anxious and anxiety-ridden because I don't know where I'm going to go.
I don't know where I'm going to be.
And I'm feeling the anxiety of the future because it's coming on me.
It's like, oh, everything's about to change.
But I'm like, I'm about the chaos.
I'm about the change agent.
I need to go there.