John (the shooter)
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921 appearances
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first heard Jul 2026
last heard 5 Jul
John (the shooter)’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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And sometimes people ask me, like, how do I feel?
Like, I even...
You know, I remember I had journalists and people call me the day that he died.
And I, you know, I had nothing to say then out of respect, but I'll say this.
I've always been grateful because I would have been dead if not for him.
I spent 17 years in prison for that.
It doesn't make up for it.
It doesn't take it back.
It doesn't undo any of the pain, the suffering that so many people went through because of me.
Nothing I do, nothing I say will ever undo that, will never take back anything.
My only hope, my only goal
to make sure that other communities don't go through that that other schools students staff that they don't go through it my only goal now is basically like my only mission in life it feels like is to
Just to even help those who are in a dark place so that they know they don't have to do anything like this.
You're not going to get any relief that you want.
You're not going to, you know, the revenge fantasies don't work out in the end.
You know, you can get your life back on track.
in other ways, obviously.
But so many of us, sometimes we think we can heal ourself by hurting others.
And that's just not how it is.
You're not gonna do anything but hurt others and hurt yourself and push yourself further into darkness.
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