John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And I'm literally like, you know, I'm having a panic attack in a back room and I'm explaining to this one cop and he's like, listen, he's like, if you want, I'll go and talk to, you know, to that speaker and I'll see if she wants to say anything or speak to you.

And one of the other speakers who her husband was a responder to, you know, to a school shooting.

in Nevada, she came to me and she said, listen, as hard as it is to hear from you, we need every perspective.

We need everybody we can to help out.

And she said, you have a very unique perspective.

We might not want you here, but we need you here.

And that's when I just kind of like, okay.

And after that first big conference and, you know, like fighting back the anxiety, the fears, I wasn't sure what to expect.

And as an ex-convict who spent most of my life in prison, when I had cops and, you know, mental health specialists, school administrators afterwards coming up to me and thanking me and shaking my hand, I was like, okay, like maybe this is the path I need to go on.

And so, yeah, even at that point, like I, I was on social media a little bit because people were telling me like, okay, as hard as it is for people to hear from you, like just putting even just a little bit of your story out there can help.

and the pros outweigh the cons because i knew from the start i didn't want to do any public speaking in the beginning like i was like it sounds good but no like because i know how much trauma people have been through because of me and what it would be like for them to see or hear from me

But people were like, listen, the pros are going to outweigh the cons overall.

And that's when I just, yeah, like started putting myself out there more and more because, you know, if I can help, which I know for a fact I've stopped a few horrific things from happening, you know, then that's what I'm going to do.

A couple of years ago, there was a lot of backlash.

Like I went viral for all the wrong reasons, right?

I was the guy that everybody was talking about and they fucking hated me.

And I completely understand it.

And people, you know, they'll say that I'm a liar, that I'm doing all of this for money and fame.

And I'm like, shit, I don't do this for money.

You know, I don't get paid for these conferences.

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